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[It's been about a week since it happened. A week since he'd returned from his mallynap and forced under the demonic control of Sacrifar. Thanks to an intervention by Edward Elric, Haru was stopped, and the sword's control released over him was broken.

He'd spent the rest of the week in the clinic, unconscious from a combination of the strain the sword had placed on him, the wounds he'd suffered and severe exhaustion. Also maybe blunt force trauma from being hit by a metal arm. Maybe. Plue sat on top of him the entire time, watching him to see when he'd wake up. He'd come to on Monday, but his mind was kind of a fog, spending the day in a daze as he tried to piece together what had happened. It was only the following morning, after sleeping the previous night and his subconscious painting the picture together for him in a rather graphic nightmare, that the full weight of what had transpired truly hit him.]

I'M SORRYYYYYY!

[Haru, always having been the emotional sort, has tears streaming down his face. He takes a moment to sniffle, wiping his face with his bedsheets. Come on, Haru, don't cry all over the journal. That's just gross.]

I... [Sniff.] I know apologizing's not gonna make up for what I did last week... I hurt some people, and I caused a lot of damage, and I... [He doesn't want to admit that he also actually killed someone. He has no idea how he's ever going to cope with that one. He's never killed anyone before...]

But still... I'll say it a thousand times if I have to. I'm sorry! If I hurt you, I get it if you can't forgive me for what I did. I was way outta control there... But... I gotta make things right, somehow. So give me that chance. That's all I can really ask...

[He cuts off the feed there. He'll spend the rest of the day in the clinic, in case anyone would rather come see him.]

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Yeah, I do...

And is it likely to happen again?

No way! It wouldn'tve even happened this time if the Malnosso didn't get ahold of me and make it happen!

[Then he isn't a threat. He seems apologetic and unless the Malnosso interfere, he should remain a non-threat. ...Still, Souji is wary. He's seen good people go berserk here more than enough times to know the Malnosso love making it happen.]

What was it? That made you do that, I mean.

I think they were runnin' tests on my ability to use Rave and the Ten Commandments. I guess they liked what they saw when they forced me to use Sacrifar...

Sacrifar.... [None of these names make sense to him, but he notes them down to look them up later either on the journals or in the library.]

...It wasn't of your own volition then that you attacked the villagers - or do you have a choice in this power?

I can choose to use it, but once I make that choice, that's it for me.

Then it would be wise for you to never choose to use such a thing again.

You hurt my friends - the people I hold most dear to me. Under any other circumstance, I would be hunting you down right now to cut off your head. Unlike others in the village, I'm not so forgiving.

...But if it was not your choice, then the threat is unnecessary. Just don't do it again.

[Haru's too stupid to feel threatened by that, but he can't deny that he's pretty intense...]

Trust me, I have no intention of usin' it again. There's no use in havin' that kind of power if you can't use it properly.

Then we don't have a problem. But keep it in mind, if the Malnosso force you to use it again, even if it's you inside, I will end you to save the others.

[Souji you're like 5 minutes from death's door, are you really in a position to be threatening people.]

There won't be a next time. There's no way I'm lettin' that happen.

[He got better.....!! And even if it kills him, he'll still fight.]

Then we're fine. If you need assistance in keeping the Malnosso from using you again, my name is Okita Souji, and I am more than willing to do what is necessary.

Right. And I'm Haru Glory! I'll keep you in mind if I need your help, then!

[But he has no intention of getting anyone involved with Sacrifar. not ever again.]

Of course. [And even if you don't need his help, if he hears of Haru Glory hurting anyone again, he'll murder him. He has no qualms with this.]

Until that time then, which I hope never comes.

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