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[It's been about a week since it happened. A week since he'd returned from his mallynap and forced under the demonic control of Sacrifar. Thanks to an intervention by Edward Elric, Haru was stopped, and the sword's control released over him was broken.

He'd spent the rest of the week in the clinic, unconscious from a combination of the strain the sword had placed on him, the wounds he'd suffered and severe exhaustion. Also maybe blunt force trauma from being hit by a metal arm. Maybe. Plue sat on top of him the entire time, watching him to see when he'd wake up. He'd come to on Monday, but his mind was kind of a fog, spending the day in a daze as he tried to piece together what had happened. It was only the following morning, after sleeping the previous night and his subconscious painting the picture together for him in a rather graphic nightmare, that the full weight of what had transpired truly hit him.]

I'M SORRYYYYYY!

[Haru, always having been the emotional sort, has tears streaming down his face. He takes a moment to sniffle, wiping his face with his bedsheets. Come on, Haru, don't cry all over the journal. That's just gross.]

I... [Sniff.] I know apologizing's not gonna make up for what I did last week... I hurt some people, and I caused a lot of damage, and I... [He doesn't want to admit that he also actually killed someone. He has no idea how he's ever going to cope with that one. He's never killed anyone before...]

But still... I'll say it a thousand times if I have to. I'm sorry! If I hurt you, I get it if you can't forgive me for what I did. I was way outta control there... But... I gotta make things right, somehow. So give me that chance. That's all I can really ask...

[He cuts off the feed there. He'll spend the rest of the day in the clinic, in case anyone would rather come see him.]

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[He didn't even hear the part after Haru screams 'I'm sorry' because he's already screaming back. Because why

why does he have to scream]

Shut up, you're going to give people hearing loss if you keep that up!

But I'm sorryyyy! [You're being just as loud Vegeta, rude.]

Then could you be sorry a little quieter?! [Saiyans have sensitive hearing after all!] What are you crying about anyway?

[dwi Vegeta.]

I lost control of myself in the village and hurt a lot of people!

[He doesn't want tooooooooooo you can't make himmmmmmmm]

What do you mean you hurt others? You don't look like you'd be able to harm a fly so much as another person. Besides, if they got hurt by you then they probably deserved it!

No, they didn't deserve that at all! They were innocent!

Well, were they trying to fight you then or did you just decide that you didn't like the particular look of a shop or two and destroy it without remorse? [Believe it or not, he's actually not ok with the idea of a bunch of innocent people getting in the line of fire, though he's not feeling any emotion for them either, because what's done is done.]

No, I just... went after them. Sacrifar compelled me to try and hurt them. They didn't do anything wrong!

All you're doing is babbling without making any sense. What is a Sacrifar? And perhaps you should think about why something was able to control you, that maybe you weren't strong enough to keep yourself in check.

What are you going to do about that, huh?

[He feels like his shounen pride is being insulted here, and he can't have his shounen pride being insulted.]

I'm gonna get stronger, that's what! I'm gonna become strong enough that something like this can't be taken advantage of again!

Are you now? Well, you certainly have me convinced with that little speech. [He's lying, don't believe him.] And how do you plan on fighting something that attacks your mind? [He taps his own temple, smirking. MAN HE CAN TELL YOU ALL ABOUT THAT KINDA CRAP HARU. TRUST HIM.]

[BUT YOU JUST DON'T BELIEVE HIM, SO WHY TRUST HIM?]

Well... [Give him a moment.]

...I just have to have a strong enough will. I wasn't strong enough to remain in control this time. But next time'll be different!

...Not that there'll ever be a next time.

[BECAUSE THE POINT IS TO GIVE CONFLICTING FEELINGS. WHO KNOWS WHAT'S REAL AND WHAT'S NOT.]

Never say never, boy. That's why you'll succumb again. [Haru? Have a strong enough will? Pfffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffft he doesn't buy that]

No way, I'll show you! I'll get strong enough so that I'll be the one controlling Sacrifar, not the other way around!

[Shounen pride is a dangerous thing.]

[Vegeta is fifty shades of not impressed.]

Oh, so now you're going to show me, eh? Go ahead, I'll be more than happy to destroy you when you're gallivanting around the village, attempting to kill off every passerby you encounter. [/Kicks his shounen pride. It's what he does.]

That's not gonna happen. [VEGETA used PRIDE KICK. It wasn't very effective...]

[What type of attack is Pride Kick anyway.]

That's what you say now. Why don't you put your money where your mouth is, boy.

I'm not gonna go and purposely use it just to prove a point to you.

[He shrugs.] Suit yourself. If you're not going to test it before a real battle, then I guess you can learn the hard way if your feeble mind can handle it.

I'll make sure I'm ready before I use it. There's no way I'm lettin' people's lives be at risk just because I couldn't handle it.

You think so, huh? Well, why don't you find me once you think you've got a grasp on it. [He's been itching to beat the fuck out of someone, why not make Haru his target...]

Then we'll find out for sure.

[You might come to regret that, Vegeta...]

Alright, I will!

Good. [Yeah, he'll have to see Haru again, totally putting himself through torture there man...]

Now get out of my face.

[You love him, Vegeta. You know you do.]

We're on the journal, dude. And you talked to me.

[He turns his mouth up. Served.

So in his butthurt anger, he slams his journal shut. Didn't ask you Haru!]

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